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I rented the movie May today. Its one of my favorite! I'm hoping I will get a chance to watch it tomorrow. I've had to hang around my house most of the day, because its my brothers b-day..... I ate at CiCis today that was nice. Other then that today is going to blow.
I was recently described as really charming.... Let me define charming: extremely pleasing or delightful. What the hell was she thinking?!? I'm so lost....
Yan once told me that if someone is left all the way you must make them think your left as well. Take the things they've done, and tell them good job! Point out the parts that you agree with, and reassure them your on the same side. When they open up to you thinking your intentions are the same you tell them you want to progress with the left. "In order to do this you will have to let me makes some changes" you say. They of course will agree, because your left? Right? Before you know it there disagreeing with you to the right side. Telling you the left way is the wrong way. Finally you should go along with them to make them feel like they changed you, but all along you have been right. You've manipulated someone to think they have control of there own life along with yours, but they don't. You're in control! I kind of wish Yan never told me this, because I live by this concept. It scares me.... My views on the world are so corrupt. I'm walking a fine line right now between what I fight for, and what I fight against. I just have to remember what I stand for, who I am!
This past week has been so clam! I don't understand this..... The only thing I can think of is its always calmest before the storm comes! I have a feeling its all about to drop.
I was recently described as really charming.... Let me define charming: extremely pleasing or delightful. What the hell was she thinking?!? I'm so lost....
Yan once told me that if someone is left all the way you must make them think your left as well. Take the things they've done, and tell them good job! Point out the parts that you agree with, and reassure them your on the same side. When they open up to you thinking your intentions are the same you tell them you want to progress with the left. "In order to do this you will have to let me makes some changes" you say. They of course will agree, because your left? Right? Before you know it there disagreeing with you to the right side. Telling you the left way is the wrong way. Finally you should go along with them to make them feel like they changed you, but all along you have been right. You've manipulated someone to think they have control of there own life along with yours, but they don't. You're in control! I kind of wish Yan never told me this, because I live by this concept. It scares me.... My views on the world are so corrupt. I'm walking a fine line right now between what I fight for, and what I fight against. I just have to remember what I stand for, who I am!
This past week has been so clam! I don't understand this..... The only thing I can think of is its always calmest before the storm comes! I have a feeling its all about to drop.