Jan 06, 2004 03:55
I feel like there is such a big void in my life, or a lot of little voids. Unfortunately its hard to feel voids, but I know what I need to do. Its just drowning out the fear that will be the hard part. I feel that I've become two people. One is who I really am. The other is trying to control who I really am so I don't lose everything. (Chuck Palahniuk- Its only after you've lost everything that your free to do anything.) Just never ... ever think you know me.