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[aarockstar]

i keep having dreams about beating people up and cheating on john. although i never actually cheat on him in the dreams...each time i stop myself right before i'm about to. last night i had a dream like that, and then later in the dream john cheated on me with two girls. it was weird. i was freaking out and he said it's not cheating unless you have sex with another person.

in all my fight dreams, i beat the shit out of the person until they can't move. yeahh.

fighting and fucking...my subconscious is screwin with me somethin fierce.