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sometimes i feel like the only people i can depend on are going to be taken away from me again once school starts up. i'm so scared that i'm going to be depressed and alone the way i was last year. i've been having really bad anxiety about it and i can't get it out of my mind. pam and jasmin are there for me no matter what, and i'm just not as happy or secure when they're gone. and as for everyone else, i doubt anybody really cares or is there for me.
so why do i even try?
so why do i even try?