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I don't know what to think right now. . .
I'm not doing what I'd like to be doing in any of my classes although it seems all I do is homework. I'm not happy with my swim lessons now or the next session. I'm cranky about some friends who are getting under each other's skin and won't stop. I don't know whether I got into UGA yet or not. Well, I'm just plain cranky.
But I'm not at the same time. . .
I'm really happy and have been for a while now. I've just kinda chilled otherwise "in my head" and have given up on caring about the little things, they drive me bonkers. Plus, out of the blue, I got a valentine, and I don't even care about v-day. All my friends are in a hubabaloo about it and I was the one saying it doesn't matter. . .well it looks like this year mattered, at least to one other person.
I was at work the other night and I was getting ready to go in the guard room to get my stuff and well and behold! My buddy Jonathan is in there sittin' on the table with a rose in his hand. . .and a card. . .and another rose on my windshield (he walked me to my car). . .and another card on my dashboard. . .and a big stuffed dog the size of my upper body sittin' in the passenger seat. Can you say "whaaaaaa???" well, even if you can't, I was. I pranked his car (decorated it 4 v-day), threw a pie in his face, and I get roses and a stuffed animal. Anyone else understand? Maybe I should teepee his house. . .maybe I'd get jewelry or something. . .haha, jk
Anywho. . . .i'm confused because I'm cranky, frustrated, but really happy at the same time. Oh well, F caring right??!!
I'm not doing what I'd like to be doing in any of my classes although it seems all I do is homework. I'm not happy with my swim lessons now or the next session. I'm cranky about some friends who are getting under each other's skin and won't stop. I don't know whether I got into UGA yet or not. Well, I'm just plain cranky.
But I'm not at the same time. . .
I'm really happy and have been for a while now. I've just kinda chilled otherwise "in my head" and have given up on caring about the little things, they drive me bonkers. Plus, out of the blue, I got a valentine, and I don't even care about v-day. All my friends are in a hubabaloo about it and I was the one saying it doesn't matter. . .well it looks like this year mattered, at least to one other person.
I was at work the other night and I was getting ready to go in the guard room to get my stuff and well and behold! My buddy Jonathan is in there sittin' on the table with a rose in his hand. . .and a card. . .and another rose on my windshield (he walked me to my car). . .and another card on my dashboard. . .and a big stuffed dog the size of my upper body sittin' in the passenger seat. Can you say "whaaaaaa???" well, even if you can't, I was. I pranked his car (decorated it 4 v-day), threw a pie in his face, and I get roses and a stuffed animal. Anyone else understand? Maybe I should teepee his house. . .maybe I'd get jewelry or something. . .haha, jk
Anywho. . . .i'm confused because I'm cranky, frustrated, but really happy at the same time. Oh well, F caring right??!!