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Alright. So, I finally found a place where I can bitch about whatever, and whoever I'm talking about, for the most part, won't get to see this.
Ok. So, I finally decided that I'm done with Rose and Jackie and all of their bullshit that they carry around with them. They make everything revolve around them, and it's pissing me off. First of all, when things weren't too good with Julian, Jackie somehow found out that they weren't good. So she decided to go and tell Rose, McGuire, and Twat that Julian broke up with me because he wasn't happy anymore. First of all, I never talk to Jackie about anything important, so how the hell would she have any idea at all what happened between us? She didn't. She told them what she thought happened, and, wow, imagine that, it was all complete bullshit. So Twat was nice to me for like one day during lunch outta this whole school year. Then, the next day he's back to being a complete asshole. So, I don't see where the hell Jackie came off as thinking that she knew everything and that she could just go and tell everyone about what was happening in my life.
So, yeah, that wasn't the first time any of this shit started happening. I guess that since I had a boyfriend, and I wasn't at her house everyday every weekend or I wasn't hanging out with her every weekend like last year, Rose took that as I hate her. Just because I've known her my whole life doesn't mean that she's my only friend. She's my cousin, of course I've known her forever, but I can have other friends just than the ones that are her friends too. And on the bus, my best friend might not be coming back to KK next year, I never get to see her or talk to her at all during the school day, so the bus is the only time we really get to talk. So, normally, I wanna talk to her. But most of the time, if Rose is sitting anywhere around us, she will interrupt our conversation, purposely, and then I don't get to talk to Megan until Rose gets off, which is about 5 minutes before I get off the bus. And then, at lunch, me, kris, justin, hill, and twat talk about a buncha different things everyday, and it's always the most random conversations ever. So then, I don't tell Rose anything, because, I barely ever talk to her anymore. So then she goes and tells Twat that I told her that Hill and Twat were calling her a whore all the time at lunch. If I never talk to her, how the hell could I tell her that? But no, of course not, none of them would believe me.
I'm soo fucking sick of the both of them. I knew that me and Rose were starting to drift apart by the summer. But, it didn't seem like it'd be this bad. But, apparently, it is. I did absolutely nothing to her, and she's acting like I did something real bad to piss her off. And, now she's getting everyone else who is "in love" with her to go against me too. Twat, Benj, Pigeon, and probably Steph too.
Because, the other week at lunch, Twat said something to me, and it got me real mad, but then we talked later, and he told me that he doesn't hate me, and he has absolutely no reason to hate me. So then, Monday, last day of lunch, he looks at me all seriously, because, he's a horrible liar, so I could tell he wasn't lying. And he tells me that he doesn't like me, and he really hates me, and he tells Justin that he really can't stand me. So, apparently now I did something to piss him off too. But I have absolutely no idea what I've done.
So, everyone can basically just ignore this because it's just my way of getting everything out. You can read it if you want though. I'll post more later. I'm going to see Julian now, and hopefully everything will be fine and he'll make me feel better, since he usually does.