spinning freeeee
hiiiiiiii!!!!!
i'll tell you what -
it's been a rollercoaster yet once again.
and right now i'm at that peak.
kind of dreading the plunge that i know is inevitable.
so i'm enjoying this right now, probably more than what it's worth.
classes are wonderful - for sheezy
so relaxed (finally) and (actually) interesting and (becoming) friendly.
i was really low for a while -
mainly because its that adjustment period yet once again and i felt so out of place and like just another face in the crowd.
not like back home, where i had a name instead of an id number.
felt.alone.and.like.i.dont.belong.
and now ive kind of found my place
and realized some more STUFF
and enjoyed my time
only still sucky part:
my job.
a smoothie place.
serving asshole sorority girls with attitudes that should be shoved up their asses.
its too annoying.
thus i'm already looking for a replacement job. and thats just after 3 days of working.
but it'll probably be a month or two before that happens.
oh, and the asshole who hurt me once, manages to hurt me more and more, indirectly, but still ...
they do that because they know they can.
lastly; i love my dorm room! its decorative and homey and makes me really happy.
done.
peace.
homie.
i'll tell you what -
it's been a rollercoaster yet once again.
and right now i'm at that peak.
kind of dreading the plunge that i know is inevitable.
so i'm enjoying this right now, probably more than what it's worth.
classes are wonderful - for sheezy
so relaxed (finally) and (actually) interesting and (becoming) friendly.
i was really low for a while -
mainly because its that adjustment period yet once again and i felt so out of place and like just another face in the crowd.
not like back home, where i had a name instead of an id number.
felt.alone.and.like.i.dont.belong.
and now ive kind of found my place
and realized some more STUFF
and enjoyed my time
only still sucky part:
my job.
a smoothie place.
serving asshole sorority girls with attitudes that should be shoved up their asses.
its too annoying.
thus i'm already looking for a replacement job. and thats just after 3 days of working.
but it'll probably be a month or two before that happens.
oh, and the asshole who hurt me once, manages to hurt me more and more, indirectly, but still ...
they do that because they know they can.
lastly; i love my dorm room! its decorative and homey and makes me really happy.
done.
peace.
homie.