go ahead - steal my heart ... i dont need it anyway
so apparently people i've never heard of in my life "know of me" ..
and apparently the dream world ive spent the better part of my life living in has stealthily slipped away and **i** have been more solid, without even realizing it. what a nice transition.
not.
the real world sucks.
oh, and apparently im a fucking loser who updates this thing nearly everyday.
i went from once a month, to once every other month, to pathetically glued to lj, and yes, i actually looked that up. and its not even that im bored. i get bored once in a blue moon. its because i have an addiction. seriously. some people are alcoholics, others are write-aholics. if only i wrote about something important or interesting.
do i feel better after writng in here? not really.
if only i had direction in my lifeeee.
and apparently the dream world ive spent the better part of my life living in has stealthily slipped away and **i** have been more solid, without even realizing it. what a nice transition.
not.
the real world sucks.
oh, and apparently im a fucking loser who updates this thing nearly everyday.
i went from once a month, to once every other month, to pathetically glued to lj, and yes, i actually looked that up. and its not even that im bored. i get bored once in a blue moon. its because i have an addiction. seriously. some people are alcoholics, others are write-aholics. if only i wrote about something important or interesting.
do i feel better after writng in here? not really.
if only i had direction in my lifeeee.