wow
it has been some time since I posted, I have alot on my mind atm but I do not want to come here to sob or vent. Just remember you can only stand ontop the mountain for so long until the snow melts, then its all downhill from there.
I have mostly been messing around on myspace, but no one really talks to me there either, possibly because I have not felt much like extending a hand out to anyone myself.
for the most part I have been feeling like a loner and in a rather reflective mood. Alot what I am reflecting apon are major issues some very painful. but none the less must be thought out and not ignored.
I kinda hide my serious stuff over here because my children are on myspace along with my other family members, I rather have some sort of escape from prying eyes. Anyhow it has been a long drawn out emotional week for me and I just finally at 2 am started feeling sleep sneak upon me.
So I will take advantage of it.