whaz zup
Well it's official...Christmas is nearly here.
And to be quite honest I wish it were over.
being single on the holidays sucks. Everyone comes to the house they all have someone, hell even my ex fiance will be here with his new fiance.
and then there is Karla...
my neice pulling me aside telling me she feels bad for me. I do not want pity :(
but what can one do..
Smile and make sure my kids have a good holiday.
I am the dedicated cook on Christmas, and I get so frustrated when people won't get out of the kitchen so I can do my thing.
Instead they all hover around talking like the rest of the house won't work for this ?
Then the clean up...blah I end up putting all the food away and doing the dishes all alone cause everyone else leaves the kitchen at this time and I clean alone.
I almost wish I could just put a door on the kitchen and lock it until everything is done then let em all eat then make them all get out while I clean and lock it again and crank the stereo
Would'nt that be cool.
I am tired of the cold and winter is not even here yet. I miss the warm summer heat. I miss walking to the beach and feeling the sand on my feet.
did I mention how I am tired of sleeping alone, sigh I do not mean to vent but I figured I would come here get it all out before I call Rob.
which I need to do ..so I will be gone
And to be quite honest I wish it were over.
being single on the holidays sucks. Everyone comes to the house they all have someone, hell even my ex fiance will be here with his new fiance.
and then there is Karla...
my neice pulling me aside telling me she feels bad for me. I do not want pity :(
but what can one do..
Smile and make sure my kids have a good holiday.
I am the dedicated cook on Christmas, and I get so frustrated when people won't get out of the kitchen so I can do my thing.
Instead they all hover around talking like the rest of the house won't work for this ?
Then the clean up...blah I end up putting all the food away and doing the dishes all alone cause everyone else leaves the kitchen at this time and I clean alone.
I almost wish I could just put a door on the kitchen and lock it until everything is done then let em all eat then make them all get out while I clean and lock it again and crank the stereo
Would'nt that be cool.
I am tired of the cold and winter is not even here yet. I miss the warm summer heat. I miss walking to the beach and feeling the sand on my feet.
did I mention how I am tired of sleeping alone, sigh I do not mean to vent but I figured I would come here get it all out before I call Rob.
which I need to do ..so I will be gone