last night
I had a very disturbing dream
I dreamt I was talking to doug on the back deck telling him all I have been doing lately. I told him the girls do not even call him daddy anymore. Which is true. The look on his face changed from serious to sad, he said he loved me and I just credited it to being as a friend and kept talking.
I told him how Logan wants to live with me not him, and how jessica is not his favorite person.
All these things are true
Doug starts saying we can make it work, and saying hes sorry and I figure he's reffering to him and jessica. When she comes into the picture and I can feel this tension between the two of them and relise somethings up.
I start talking to jessica and she's being bitchy to me about her situation with doug , complaining about him when I say "well just to ease your mind he just told me he loves me" And she totally calm like just said good and exited the dream.
Next thing i know Doug is wrapping his arms around me tells me he loves me again and that we can make it work, in my dream I start getting flashes of my kids, his house then I start thinking what about Rob.
I felt myself torn over being inlove with Rob and having the chance to be in a secure family environment which is what my kids want most. In the dream Doug and the kids end up eatting dinner with the whole family and then we all get into my van and drive away.
This whole time I feel safe...but unhappy. I feel myself longing to run to Rob.
Very strange dream. The vibes I have always got off Jessica (dougs fiance) was shes with him not out of love but out of security, he has money, she had little to none when they met, and doug always seems to fall for the damsel in distress. (his words)
after I woke up I realise I did not like the outcome of that dream at all it creeps me out. And i hope to god I would never be thrown into that position.
I dreamt I was talking to doug on the back deck telling him all I have been doing lately. I told him the girls do not even call him daddy anymore. Which is true. The look on his face changed from serious to sad, he said he loved me and I just credited it to being as a friend and kept talking.
I told him how Logan wants to live with me not him, and how jessica is not his favorite person.
All these things are true
Doug starts saying we can make it work, and saying hes sorry and I figure he's reffering to him and jessica. When she comes into the picture and I can feel this tension between the two of them and relise somethings up.
I start talking to jessica and she's being bitchy to me about her situation with doug , complaining about him when I say "well just to ease your mind he just told me he loves me" And she totally calm like just said good and exited the dream.
Next thing i know Doug is wrapping his arms around me tells me he loves me again and that we can make it work, in my dream I start getting flashes of my kids, his house then I start thinking what about Rob.
I felt myself torn over being inlove with Rob and having the chance to be in a secure family environment which is what my kids want most. In the dream Doug and the kids end up eatting dinner with the whole family and then we all get into my van and drive away.
This whole time I feel safe...but unhappy. I feel myself longing to run to Rob.
Very strange dream. The vibes I have always got off Jessica (dougs fiance) was shes with him not out of love but out of security, he has money, she had little to none when they met, and doug always seems to fall for the damsel in distress. (his words)
after I woke up I realise I did not like the outcome of that dream at all it creeps me out. And i hope to god I would never be thrown into that position.