May 22, 2005 19:35
last july and august i thought this year was going to be the best of high school.... wat the hell happened... academically.... wtf..... i dont know wat the fuck i was thinking.. i completely blew everything up this year... my grades look like some drop out kid... everything i worked for this year... i completely chickened out of it.. never went to the competition... never got anything accomplished... a complete waste of a year...
socially... i have grown apart from just about everyone i know... i put every second of my time into so few things i never saw anyone most of the time... everytime i tried to make something work for me this year it has completely blown up in my face.... so watever...
imma go take a shower cuz ive done way to much yard work today.. im out for now..