i tell myself that you dont' really need me anymore. you have everything you always wanted; what we really talked about most. i do really miss you and i always wonder how things are with you; especially with that special boy of yours. i didn't get that text yesterday, did you text that new cell phone number- because i switched back to the old one.. the 647 836...yea. don't ever think that i will ever forget about you, because i wont. i guess deep inside i felt that i got replaced with him' sorry for saying what i said. i never meant it in any kind of hurtful way. don't ever be scared to talk to me, you know i'm understanding and would strive to where ever and whatever to keep it real with you. for the past weeks; things just hasnt been the same with us. i want that mother daughter connection back. i really miss it. i never really realized how much your friendship means to me. if you were someone else, i don't think i would care as much if we never talked. but your truly different from those individuals; you're truly beautiful in everyway=)
MOMMYLOVE<3 its okay ma, we'll get that connection back. believe me. honestly, while writing this. its making me cry. because i can never ever imagine how it would be if i lost you. and never in a gazillion years will i ever forget you. remember.. its us til the grave. cmon, you're my mother. i ask you please, to never ever feel that way again. mommylove, you should know that you're simply irreplaceable. i can never ever replace you for no one. EVEN IF IT WAS MY HUSBAND. i believe it is my fault. for not calling you, and im sorry for not doing so. i know we need that back. because i miss iittt.. just thinking bout it.. and like i said before.. there was never a day where i didnt talk bout you to him. believe me mommylove, you're important in my life, i like bragging bout you. honestly, if it werent for you, i wouldnt be where i am today. you're honestly one of the few people i would be satisfied to have if the world ended. you're truly one of a kind. and im proud to call you my mother.
you have everything you always wanted; what we really talked about most.
i do really miss you and i always wonder how things are with you; especially with that special boy of yours.
i didn't get that text yesterday, did you text that new cell phone number- because i switched back to the old one.. the 647 836...yea.
don't ever think that i will ever forget about you, because i wont.
i guess deep inside i felt that i got replaced with him'
sorry for saying what i said. i never meant it in any kind of hurtful way.
don't ever be scared to talk to me, you know i'm understanding and would strive to where ever and whatever to keep it real with you.
for the past weeks; things just hasnt been the same with us.
i want that mother daughter connection back.
i really miss it. i never really realized how much your friendship means to me. if you were someone else, i don't think i would care as much if we never talked. but your truly different from those individuals; you're truly beautiful in everyway=)
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