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Update..
So, one of my last updates, I wrote how being 21 was cool.
Well, it still is. When we go to clubs, I don't get branded as the underage loser anymore with big black permanent marker Xs.
I REALLY like D-born. Last night, there was this sweet band and I umm, went on stage to talk to the guitarist to have them play a song? HAHAHAH.
Ummm, other than that, I think I finally reached the breaking point.
I think WAY TOO MUCH. Sometimes, I overanalyze things. Sometimes I think "wow, I think something might happen today" and get all frustrated cuz it didn't.
But anyway, I just wanna be happy overall with EVERYTHING. I want good things to start coming my way.
I never knew how hard it was. Seriously.
Oh well. I'll keep on trucking and wait it out.
God, I sound frickin EMO.
But kids, I'm really not....I just hit a wall in my life.
Umm, me and Sean are good. Things are good with us. Yup.
In 11? days, it'll be a year ago I had my surgery on my stomach. Well, technically not a hXc surgery...but it still hurt a lot. Unfortunently, my back pain keeps coming and going lately and that totally bums me out cuz I thought I was doing good. I think it might be because the medicine is wearing off...but I'll start something new in a few days and hopefully that will help me out.
Ok, I'm done. Bye