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To get to where i am now, i need to tell you a lot of anecdotes to ensure you understand my full story. My life never has, & never will be simple, one of the hardest situations in life is knowing something that know else will believe, telling the truth & no one believing you, being accused of something you'd never do & trying so hard to make them realize it isn't you. when you know something that bad you can't tell anyone because know one will believe you. trying to convince the people you love that you love them. not being believed hurts, & that's the point in life where nothing else you can do or say will change anything. Comes to the point where you can't say anymore than you've already said, those last few words that lay ringing in their ears. Tried your best to tell them, it's time to move along, let them do what they wish with the words, to listen, ignore or forget, their choice why their still choosing you've moved along, made a new path and started walking, there is however, a point where time will stop, & within that split second you'll look back, and & hope they've made there mind up, if they haven't you carry on walking but if they have they'd of been by your side since you'd started walking. I'd always thought making a decision between two options can be simplified, simply by taking a coin & tossing it, this will help you decide, not because of which side it lands on, but, within that split second the coins in the air...you already know what side you want it to land on