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It's been awhile since I got on here and wrote something. I'm way passed due. Alot has gone on in the last several weeks/months. I haven't discussed it, because I felt like it's not worth discussing.
On the flip side of that, I've been in a horrible writing slump lately. Not from a blogging stand point. I can always rant away about nothing, I'm talking creatively. I feel empty. I don't know why this is, maybe it's being out of school, or i'm just spending more time out with my friends rather than the front of the computer nevertheless. It's very frustrating. Before I decided to livejournal it up. I was staring at Final Draft for two hours trying to type things. Never getting more than a page out on something.
Life of late? Well I can't really say. I took this girl out who was a friend of one of my "friends". When he found out about it, he got all bent of out shape. Seriously bent out of shape.
Like getting mutual friends to call me to gather dirt, and make her uncomfortable with the situation kind of bent out of shape.
So that's kind of on the backburner for the moment. Mean while, the dude hates me, I don't mind it. I just feel bad for my friends who have to work around it, having to juggle between hanging out with me or him.
2008 is almost over; I'll do a 2008: Year in Review blog soon, but let me touch on it here real quick.
This year has to be one of those uneven years I've had. Now I'm definitely not saying that as a bad thing, but it's been a rollercoaster year for me. From being in love, to not, going into sadness, anger, indifference mixed in with some joy, then happiness, and probably as far as June or July I've been a happy person. I don't know if it's all the trips, booze, or just getting way from school, but something over the summer really changed for me. Now I'm happy, I do feel a sense of recklessness in my actions the last couple of months, and if I've been keeping you in all my endeavors you should know this well.
But when you're single the only person who can really make you happy is yourself. Even when it comes to your friends, you empower them to a certain degree in regards to how much you let their actions/ thoughts affect you.
Well it's 10 minutes to eleven. Time to make some bad decisions.
Peace!
On the flip side of that, I've been in a horrible writing slump lately. Not from a blogging stand point. I can always rant away about nothing, I'm talking creatively. I feel empty. I don't know why this is, maybe it's being out of school, or i'm just spending more time out with my friends rather than the front of the computer nevertheless. It's very frustrating. Before I decided to livejournal it up. I was staring at Final Draft for two hours trying to type things. Never getting more than a page out on something.
Life of late? Well I can't really say. I took this girl out who was a friend of one of my "friends". When he found out about it, he got all bent of out shape. Seriously bent out of shape.
Like getting mutual friends to call me to gather dirt, and make her uncomfortable with the situation kind of bent out of shape.
So that's kind of on the backburner for the moment. Mean while, the dude hates me, I don't mind it. I just feel bad for my friends who have to work around it, having to juggle between hanging out with me or him.
2008 is almost over; I'll do a 2008: Year in Review blog soon, but let me touch on it here real quick.
This year has to be one of those uneven years I've had. Now I'm definitely not saying that as a bad thing, but it's been a rollercoaster year for me. From being in love, to not, going into sadness, anger, indifference mixed in with some joy, then happiness, and probably as far as June or July I've been a happy person. I don't know if it's all the trips, booze, or just getting way from school, but something over the summer really changed for me. Now I'm happy, I do feel a sense of recklessness in my actions the last couple of months, and if I've been keeping you in all my endeavors you should know this well.
But when you're single the only person who can really make you happy is yourself. Even when it comes to your friends, you empower them to a certain degree in regards to how much you let their actions/ thoughts affect you.
Well it's 10 minutes to eleven. Time to make some bad decisions.
Peace!