Saturday Very Early In the Morning
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream i do ...
Well, it's almost 3am, screamed myself awake. I can't sleep, I've tried going back to sleep for the past hour, but my mind won't stop. I keep having these horrible thoughts about my Father finding me and dragging me home, and seeing him. I don't even have any idea of how he reacted when he found out I wasn't there after classes finished. I haven't had any contact from Mandy at all. Poor girl. I just hope my Father didn't hassle her, or hassle anyone else for that matter.
I was thinking about heading back to the castle tomorrow morning, but I'm not sure. I just don't want to go back to find he's coming for me tomorrow, because of my lateness. It's so quiet here, peaceful. I think I shall stay until Sunday night. Just give myself a break from everyone. I miss Raine, I wish now of all times she wasn't away, and was here. Mandy and Raine are the only two people who understand me. I love them both dearly.
Let me stay, where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops, as they’re falling tell a story ...
but who can decide what they dream?
and dream i do ...
Well, it's almost 3am, screamed myself awake. I can't sleep, I've tried going back to sleep for the past hour, but my mind won't stop. I keep having these horrible thoughts about my Father finding me and dragging me home, and seeing him. I don't even have any idea of how he reacted when he found out I wasn't there after classes finished. I haven't had any contact from Mandy at all. Poor girl. I just hope my Father didn't hassle her, or hassle anyone else for that matter.
I was thinking about heading back to the castle tomorrow morning, but I'm not sure. I just don't want to go back to find he's coming for me tomorrow, because of my lateness. It's so quiet here, peaceful. I think I shall stay until Sunday night. Just give myself a break from everyone. I miss Raine, I wish now of all times she wasn't away, and was here. Mandy and Raine are the only two people who understand me. I love them both dearly.
Let me stay, where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops, as they’re falling tell a story ...