Jan 28, 2006 09:16
Last night i had one of the most worst nightmares i have ever had. It started off well, nothing was really out of the ordinary except that my family had a herd of fully domesticated lions on our property. After awhile it had been decided that the newest born lion was like...a "god send" or something like that. and the lions saw it as a way to keep their herd living forever(possibly the AP world history/ancient civilization sacrifices heading in to my dreasms)And they were on their way to sacrifice the cub when my family saw this and we ran out to stop them. (remember fully domesticated meaning they would not show aggression to any of us.)When i finally was able to save the cub all hell broke loose. "Team rocket" (yes from pokemon) entered into my dream wanting to take the lion cub for their own purposes. We wouldn't let them. So a bunch of different people started crowding around our house to get the cub. and the only thing on my family's mind was to save the cub. Save the cub, fight back later. Well my mom was holding the cub trying to get it into the house, when one person grabbed her ankle and tried to pull her down. And than i grabbed the ankle of the stupid bitch. and i stopped her from hurting my mom or the cub. but by the time my mom had gotten into the house to hide the cub. 2 people had gotten into the house...and killed her. Than when my stepfather knocked those 2 un concious it seems that another one had gotten in...and was able to kill my stepfather. But for some reason everyone ran away after that happened...and than it was down to my brother and i, with the lion cub...and about 30 either healthy,sick,dying,dead lions on our hands. and we stayed in that house together...for a few days until my sister and her fiance got there. than we did a bunch of things...and the scene changed....
i am in toys r us with my sister and her fiance. and my mom's spirt comes down like...into a teddy bear or something. And she tells me all of those "I'm always with you in your heart" sappy things that dying mothers tell their small children about what happens after they are gone. and I just cried...and cried...and when i woke up...i cried...and cried...and cried, and am still crying as i type this up. oh god...you never know how much you will miss someone until they aren't there.