A low-key kinda Tuesday
Okay before I get all whimsical etc. etc. My arm hurts REALLY bad and I don't know why its like in my collar bone and goes down to my wrist...maybe its nothing..eh..I'll live lol its just that hurt that kind of makes you sick lol.
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Well this morning I woke up at 7 am...yes you heard me right 7 am lol. Why? Because I had School...yes...you heard me right once again I had school. Summer School. Math. 8-11 Kill..me...now lol. It wasnt THAT bad its just math and its for soooo long but you can talk and we get breaks etc and stuff like that and we went and played on playtopia because Mrs. Bogard is cool like that. Anyway. So I got done with math and went home. I did work around the house on account of moms sick etc. all that jazz. So I did laundry and dishes and stuff then counted my piggy bank (got about $57 right now) its all for Florida so I am not allowed to touch it. On a note about florida I thought mom was going to flip about expenses but she was like "Oh we'll make it work...don't worry." so I'm getting my plane ticket this week *takes a moment for that to sit in* I also talked to Alex on the phone which was great because our phone talks are the best!! We recalled watching Social Misfits I love my padfoot.
This evening mum and I watched a movie and talked about stuff...nothing worth getting into but we really cleared up alot of stuff. And then I set off for a walk...as I tend to do after a deep discussion, I just like to clear my head. I take my normal route down mainstreet past the theatre etc. etc. I walk along and can still hear the faint sounds of fireworks being shot off. I smile, the small little pops every now and then remind me that I am alive. I feel sort of lonely walking alone, the last three people I had called hadn't been home. But I'm fine like that. I hate being alone but sometimes one has to walk and think. I summer air still smells like it did when we were little, the same trees are there, the same buildings..but we've all grown. From training wheels and helmets to mountain bikes and scraped knees to sports cars and responsibility we've gone through it all...we're at a time right now when we should be free but at the same time we should feel stress...for once in a long while I don't feel stress. I've felt stress before OH BELIEVE ME but I'm content at the moment. I have everything going for me. I've got the greatest friends EVER I've got the BEST boyfriend possible (still have no clue why I am so lucky) and I've got summer...I've got summer and beyond that more life...the lifestyle of summer should essential bleed into normal school life...you should always carry a bit of summer around with you. Who says the feelings should stop once summer ends? Not me...I love it. I love life, its so great. I snap out of my realm as some more blasts go off, I throw the tree berry I had been holding out in front of me. I smile to myself. For once I can say this is mine you can't take it :)
I halfway finished my walk and saw Stef!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was SOOOO happy to see her we hugged spoke of the shows and of Harry Potter and life...ahhh it was grand...we waled around a bit. Then I came home. I watched Queer Eye got a text from Jacob and now I sit drinking tea. Almost ready for bed.....
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Well this morning I woke up at 7 am...yes you heard me right 7 am lol. Why? Because I had School...yes...you heard me right once again I had school. Summer School. Math. 8-11 Kill..me...now lol. It wasnt THAT bad its just math and its for soooo long but you can talk and we get breaks etc and stuff like that and we went and played on playtopia because Mrs. Bogard is cool like that. Anyway. So I got done with math and went home. I did work around the house on account of moms sick etc. all that jazz. So I did laundry and dishes and stuff then counted my piggy bank (got about $57 right now) its all for Florida so I am not allowed to touch it. On a note about florida I thought mom was going to flip about expenses but she was like "Oh we'll make it work...don't worry." so I'm getting my plane ticket this week *takes a moment for that to sit in* I also talked to Alex on the phone which was great because our phone talks are the best!! We recalled watching Social Misfits I love my padfoot.
This evening mum and I watched a movie and talked about stuff...nothing worth getting into but we really cleared up alot of stuff. And then I set off for a walk...as I tend to do after a deep discussion, I just like to clear my head. I take my normal route down mainstreet past the theatre etc. etc. I walk along and can still hear the faint sounds of fireworks being shot off. I smile, the small little pops every now and then remind me that I am alive. I feel sort of lonely walking alone, the last three people I had called hadn't been home. But I'm fine like that. I hate being alone but sometimes one has to walk and think. I summer air still smells like it did when we were little, the same trees are there, the same buildings..but we've all grown. From training wheels and helmets to mountain bikes and scraped knees to sports cars and responsibility we've gone through it all...we're at a time right now when we should be free but at the same time we should feel stress...for once in a long while I don't feel stress. I've felt stress before OH BELIEVE ME but I'm content at the moment. I have everything going for me. I've got the greatest friends EVER I've got the BEST boyfriend possible (still have no clue why I am so lucky) and I've got summer...I've got summer and beyond that more life...the lifestyle of summer should essential bleed into normal school life...you should always carry a bit of summer around with you. Who says the feelings should stop once summer ends? Not me...I love it. I love life, its so great. I snap out of my realm as some more blasts go off, I throw the tree berry I had been holding out in front of me. I smile to myself. For once I can say this is mine you can't take it :)
I halfway finished my walk and saw Stef!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was SOOOO happy to see her we hugged spoke of the shows and of Harry Potter and life...ahhh it was grand...we waled around a bit. Then I came home. I watched Queer Eye got a text from Jacob and now I sit drinking tea. Almost ready for bed.....