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Wow I havent updated in a long time but I think I have a lot to say so lets just go k?
Last night I saw Josh Groban WOW it was AMAZING I say if you dont buy the CD at least download some esp. Broken Vow and Remember When it Rained those are grand. Chris Botti opened for him and he's like the best trumpeter in the WORLD and hes soo cool and I got to MEET HIM I about threw up! I was the last person allowed to get my picture with him I was wow..just..wow. I got a tshirt and i love it woot.
Well prom is 5 weeks away and I finally have a date goin with Mark thats hot lol. He's funny we'll have fun. I got my shoes etc and i love them...i think.
Had a little chitchat with alex we didnt get to talk that much this week :( but we talked about future etc. life. we were both worried to death and life is still kind of scarily looming but I think we'll both be fine in the end. I think we got it planned mostly now. But I really am starting not to be able to take the stress of college etc. everyone is shoving it in my face and comparing me to people I just am not and its starting to get me so angry that I'm about to explode and I tell my mom "dont be smug about it" and I'm the one that supposedly being smug *air quotes* so whatever she's being a dictator and I hate it shes on me for everything for my weight, for the way I handle myself, for my grades (which are very good i may add) I just feel like yelling at her. Good thing I think more of myself or I may just have become anorexic manic depressive because of her actions. Its my life not hers.
I need twin phone time.
Oh and I get to see Greenday SCORE!!!!
And Mickey is the coolest sub ever we played on African drums today in Spanish
WOOT AND LOVE!
Last night I saw Josh Groban WOW it was AMAZING I say if you dont buy the CD at least download some esp. Broken Vow and Remember When it Rained those are grand. Chris Botti opened for him and he's like the best trumpeter in the WORLD and hes soo cool and I got to MEET HIM I about threw up! I was the last person allowed to get my picture with him I was wow..just..wow. I got a tshirt and i love it woot.
Well prom is 5 weeks away and I finally have a date goin with Mark thats hot lol. He's funny we'll have fun. I got my shoes etc and i love them...i think.
Had a little chitchat with alex we didnt get to talk that much this week :( but we talked about future etc. life. we were both worried to death and life is still kind of scarily looming but I think we'll both be fine in the end. I think we got it planned mostly now. But I really am starting not to be able to take the stress of college etc. everyone is shoving it in my face and comparing me to people I just am not and its starting to get me so angry that I'm about to explode and I tell my mom "dont be smug about it" and I'm the one that supposedly being smug *air quotes* so whatever she's being a dictator and I hate it shes on me for everything for my weight, for the way I handle myself, for my grades (which are very good i may add) I just feel like yelling at her. Good thing I think more of myself or I may just have become anorexic manic depressive because of her actions. Its my life not hers.
I need twin phone time.
Oh and I get to see Greenday SCORE!!!!
And Mickey is the coolest sub ever we played on African drums today in Spanish
WOOT AND LOVE!