Well, gosh darn I forgot to write
Well, I forgot to write in this for so long...Not sure I can remember how to type. LOL
The big news i moved and have my own place...The situation with my old roommates was crazy...some day I'll fill the gap...The real reason why i wanted to write was the basic feelings im having....Its like Im life is surrealistic...strange but true....I feel as if the core of my being has been wiped out...and im a mere shell walking around. I keep trying to express this sto my friends and they don't "get it" Actually no one seems to "get it" I keep getting positive reenforcement from my friends about how great my life is right now....Yet it seems like they see something I don't. I have always been a seer and unfortunately its like Im dead to the world....I feel like paul did in the movie dune before he drank the water of life.....I need to drink the water of life...
The only problem there is no water of life out there.....not really...
The big news i moved and have my own place...The situation with my old roommates was crazy...some day I'll fill the gap...The real reason why i wanted to write was the basic feelings im having....Its like Im life is surrealistic...strange but true....I feel as if the core of my being has been wiped out...and im a mere shell walking around. I keep trying to express this sto my friends and they don't "get it" Actually no one seems to "get it" I keep getting positive reenforcement from my friends about how great my life is right now....Yet it seems like they see something I don't. I have always been a seer and unfortunately its like Im dead to the world....I feel like paul did in the movie dune before he drank the water of life.....I need to drink the water of life...
The only problem there is no water of life out there.....not really...