Nov 02, 2009 08:58
I lust after our IT guy. I admit it. He's just gorgeous; tall, furry, sweet eyes, nice ass.
And he's straight, and married, and has a kid. He knows about my lust, and laughs it off.
He's going through a divorce, and I just found out about it. I feel terrible for the guy, and I wanted to just hug him. Given the circumstances, probably not a wise move. I admit, part of me thought: hey, he'll be single!
Oh my God, what?? Why did I even think that?? This guy's hurt (he's barely even eaten in two weeks) and seeing his marriage fail, and I immediately think about fucking him? What is my PROBLEM??
I suppose I should be glad I have enough of a mental checks-and-balance to realize that it's really badly-placed lust, but the fact that it's there makes me feel like an ass.
wtf,
lust,
work