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had a long chat with Heather tonight where we talked about Shawn and I and how I should just break up with him. The convorsation also revolved about trying to figure out what the reason was that I was still with him. I don't know what that reason is, and I was going to try to figure that out. But maybe because I don't know the reason, that's enough to just end it.
So that was a long convo, but a good one. She is my voice of reason. After she hung up I wander aimlessly around me room eating yogurt and then she calls back saying she just got a phone call from Matt who said he was at 313 and just saw Shawn kiss another guy........yup, kiss another guy. The nervous shakes started and I couldn't believe what I had just heard. My gut instinct was true. Guess who's ending this relationship once and for all? I deserve so much better it's not even funny.
I'm waiting for Matt to call once he gets out of the club. I hate Shawn. Literally hate him. He can die tomorrow for all I care. He said he wanted nothing for his birthday, well that's exactly what he's gonna get. I'm outta here.
Fucking bastard.
Aa
So that was a long convo, but a good one. She is my voice of reason. After she hung up I wander aimlessly around me room eating yogurt and then she calls back saying she just got a phone call from Matt who said he was at 313 and just saw Shawn kiss another guy........yup, kiss another guy. The nervous shakes started and I couldn't believe what I had just heard. My gut instinct was true. Guess who's ending this relationship once and for all? I deserve so much better it's not even funny.
I'm waiting for Matt to call once he gets out of the club. I hate Shawn. Literally hate him. He can die tomorrow for all I care. He said he wanted nothing for his birthday, well that's exactly what he's gonna get. I'm outta here.
Fucking bastard.
Aa