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i need to get a job. so does garrett. he made me realize last night how stupid i have been latley. i need to change. i dont like who i am recently. ive been bitchy, irresponsible, and ive been a bad girlfriend to the one i love. ive been ugly too.. ive let my hair grow longer and it looks horrible. and i shouldnt have held it off for so long.. i mean, he's been telling me to cut it, and that it is too long, i should have just listened to him in the beginning. now i think he doesnt find me too attractive anymore. but i will cut it today, even if i do it myself. i mean i remember times... oh nevermind.
im going to hush up i guess. i am trying to change my ways, and hopefully it'll fix things.
im going to hush up i guess. i am trying to change my ways, and hopefully it'll fix things.