Ode to summer =)

[aaalison]

Hm. It didn't really hit me until now that summer really is approaching. And fast. I've been a little hesitant for this upcoming summer, but after talking to a wise lady (aka my mother) I've decided to look at things differently. I guess last summer was so unbelievably good, that I'm still comparing things to it. So many times I think to myself, "wow, that will be awesome, but not as awesome as last year." And that sucks. Every little thing, sometimes not even related to anything that I did during last summer, will remind me of it. I really did find myself, becuase I was constantly with people who I wasn't afraid to be myself around, and they accepted me anyway. I didn't rely on a guy to make me happy, so when a really wonderful one came along, it just made things a million times better. I remember every single day so clearly, and it makes me sad. But, summer is what you make of it. If I keep telling myself this one won't live up to last year's, then it won't. Although I'm not as close with some of the people I was with last year, I made a lot of new friends, who I'm sure I'll make tonnsss of memories with. And, licsences will enable us all to do many MORE fun things =)

I don't really know what the meaning of all this is, but I'm finally excited for what lies ahead.. =)

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