choking on the flowery words
okay...so...ive been thinking about things a lot lately...i know, right? thats...thats pretty scary. i probably shouldnt do that...but i have decided it time to share some little pearls of wisdom. specially about relationships because EVERYONE KNOWS IM SUCH AN EXPERT. oh yeah and some stuff about me cause im self-centered like that.
first off...actions speak louder than words. so this blog can mean nothing...you can get nothing out of this...but know this. you will get no signicant other if you do not SHOW someone you care. i guess i wanted to write this because it was really really apparent in my last...whatever that was. i dont wanna say relationship cause that sounds dumb. or even dum. and i got fed a lot of pretty words that didnt mean crap.
(i even made a picture about it) and in the end just made me want to scratch his eyes out. violent? yes. appropriate? more than you will ever know.
dont say i love you unless you mean it...cause seriously? it just makes you look dumb. im not so sure but back in my day love was a big step, fool!
ugh...why am i writing pearls of wisdom to people that dont really care...ha...oh well im going to keep going! weeeeeee!
so back to me. really what we are all here for...
i dont understand the type of guy that i attract...its just weird...i mean...im not gonna complain...but its like...they never even make a move...and i get SO BORED with them. maybe im afraid of commitment?
i dont know. at least i have a reason to be afraid around guys, now. but the thing is im not afraid of them...i just want some really good guy friends that i can occassionally snuggle with and not be afraid theyre going to take it too far...i would like to find a guy that is equally as amazing as me...sounds like an unrealistic quest to me. psh. this awesome? difficult. but really i just want a guy that will take control...i guess...just not...yeah...i think you get the point...
guys are spineless nowadays. (goes along with actions speak louder than words) PROVE ME WRONG. i dare you. ha! suck it!...anyway...
im sorry if i bursted anyones little fluffy pink dream bubble...