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[aaaarrrrgggg]

im not trying to sound pitiful or anything...but why do i keep crying for no reason...i dont cry...usually im heartless...but now im just...feeling depressed...im not looking for sympathy or anything...i guess im just...falling back in a hole...

the fact that i feel...so...useless...or...something i just cant put my finger on it...now i feel stupid...

choke me with a cute little bow...*bashes head agains computer screen*