new year
okay okay okay i swear this time im going to write in this, just think of it as a new years resoultion. well 2005 was pretty much shitty. Lets see. Ive had a major crush on the same boy for over a year and half, um im failing chem and i HATE high school. other than that lifes pretty much the same. Christmas was okay, i didnt ask for to much. It wasnt the same anymore but i guess thats the whole growing up process. My sister is going to be 20 aka that means im getting old. So far everyone was right junior year is the worst. thank god im not in season right now for sports i have enough to deal with without practices and games. right now im in drivers ed, techeching religion on thursdays,HOMEWORK like its my job, 2 different SAT prep classes. and just being a normal kid all at the same time. its the worst. So ive decided to get over anthony,its not working out. He just makes me feel useless and like im not good enough for him. so i met another boy!yea hes a brother of my sister friend. only problem is is that he lives in new jersey :(. but we get along sooo well. Oh man i hope 06' is better than last year.