Air - Playground Love
This weekend was really good. Saturday, I went for my run in the morning. I've became one of those phsyco people who run everywhere everyday. Then from 6-9 was the field hockey party at Brits house. Her house was huge! I've come to realize that i live in the ghetto side of Ward Meliville. We had alot of fun, I'm gunna miss just hanging out in the locker room and having our daily gossip talks, and making up songs. Today was cool Robbie and Joey my cousins came over and so did Stephen and Erica and we just walked around and got some candy, it was fun. We went a little crazy with the silly string but whatever. i wish i could write. If i could do anything in the world it would be to write. I have all these great ideas in my head, and than when i finally sit down to write them i cant. Im afraid that they wont be good. I know its imbossible to write well the first time you try. Its like drawing. I was always a very good drawer and now im even better. If i practiced writing I would get better. Whatever im just talking about bull shit. If i could do anything in the world it would have to be being an artist for the rest of my life. You cant really make money by being an artist. My mom says its not the money that matters its the question if you are happy or not. I would be happy being at F.I.T. but I dont think im good enough, and besides what are the chances of me really making it as a fashion designer. I hate little kids did i mention that. Friday was trick or treet street and I've come to realize that little kids are evil. They come into the room and like tore everything down. it was horrible. I was dead tired after that. I hate that feeling that you get when you know your slipping away from someone or when you are on the outside of something when you so desperatly want to be in it. Sometimes I wish i could go back and see what would happen if i chose certain choices. I wish i could rewind and fastforward my life.
peace
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