see this is the dilema...
actually "this" implies thats its one dilema, when really every decision i make is a dilema. i may seem carefree. im not. i hate making choices. i hate taking chances.
so i still havent made a decision about college except the decision to not decide. that'll be good for the next couple weeks. today a boy at work made me just think about taking a semester off and not going at all, and that seemed like the most appealing, unresponsible thing i've heard so far.
ive been all around in how i feel lately. especially about people. feelings make things hard on me. decisions i can usually make in a matter of seconds, i put stupid thoughts into. i really hate when people affect me.
i saw v for vendetta tonight. its the best movie ive seen in a long time. shadoe' says its because "im a deep person and crap". but i think i just like movies that are a-typical rather than the same movie over and over with different characters. i wish i were more creative. then i would just make writing my life.
life is good. the only things that make sense to me right now are, 1. my friends. 2. my job. 3. yeah... you know.
<3ambs
so i still havent made a decision about college except the decision to not decide. that'll be good for the next couple weeks. today a boy at work made me just think about taking a semester off and not going at all, and that seemed like the most appealing, unresponsible thing i've heard so far.
ive been all around in how i feel lately. especially about people. feelings make things hard on me. decisions i can usually make in a matter of seconds, i put stupid thoughts into. i really hate when people affect me.
i saw v for vendetta tonight. its the best movie ive seen in a long time. shadoe' says its because "im a deep person and crap". but i think i just like movies that are a-typical rather than the same movie over and over with different characters. i wish i were more creative. then i would just make writing my life.
life is good. the only things that make sense to me right now are, 1. my friends. 2. my job. 3. yeah... you know.
<3ambs