its becoming a problem.
i hate not being in control of things.
especially my feelings.
lately i have been being such a fag.
oprah makes me cry about once a week.
don't any of you joke either.
i get so pissed at my little brother at least once a day to the point of chasing him around my house.
i can't wait to move out.
i always fall for people i shouldn't.
without fail.
it's always the wrong time, wrong person, wrong situation.
whatever. ill keep believing eventually everything will fall into place.
i have some thing wrong with my sleeping patterns lately.
i sleep too much.
my daily schedule:
1. school. where i usually sleep.
2. lunch.
3. gym maybe.
4. nap.
5. work if i have it. if not, continued nap.
6. dinner.
7. bed.
pathetic i tell you.
whatever, im ending this entry because it's pissing me off.
<3 amber
especially my feelings.
lately i have been being such a fag.
oprah makes me cry about once a week.
don't any of you joke either.
i get so pissed at my little brother at least once a day to the point of chasing him around my house.
i can't wait to move out.
i always fall for people i shouldn't.
without fail.
it's always the wrong time, wrong person, wrong situation.
whatever. ill keep believing eventually everything will fall into place.
i have some thing wrong with my sleeping patterns lately.
i sleep too much.
my daily schedule:
1. school. where i usually sleep.
2. lunch.
3. gym maybe.
4. nap.
5. work if i have it. if not, continued nap.
6. dinner.
7. bed.
pathetic i tell you.
whatever, im ending this entry because it's pissing me off.
<3 amber