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ooh lala lala lala .
so so so much has happened.
ugh tons.
detassling has been over.
for a long while now.
bridgey left :( :(
michael liked me && asked me out.. i said no becuase we were too far away and shit and we would never see eachother. which sucked, because i liked him, but i had to be realistic.
then andy and i were talking one day and he told me he liked me. so then he asked me out, like 3 days after michael , and i said yes. why, i dont know. its the same situation as michael.. i didnt see him ONCE. which is why i broke it off yesterday. 4 weeks and i dint see him once. grr. now him and allison arent talking :-/ which sucks. i love that girl. then drew said he loved me, i said he didnt, and he asked me how he could prove it and i said he couldnt and he was like, if i ask you out will you believe me? I was like NOOO! ( hes andys best friend and i dumped andy that day ) i was like, what kind of friend are you?? ugh.
then meghan spent the night on.. hmm .. wends? and she watched ( we ) the sandlot and a walk to remember... good times. i talked to cole from 11:10 pm to 3:42 a.m. // friggen a i love him. thats likee... 3/4 hours right? ugh it was great.
DANCE.
tommarow night. !
seven to when?
community building! ugh. cole is going.. just for me. :-)
last dance of the summer... i am so so so sad!
i want to dance iwth garrett! hah... dont ask why cause i dont know.
i miss my bridgey.. like so much. this summer we were together all the time. and then suddenly she was gone. i wish she would of mmoved here instead. but, i know she will be so awesome where she is. her and brad are gonna be absolutely fantastic. i am sure of it. i havbe no doubt. i cant wait until she meets her really good friends and gets her whole group and goes places and hangs out.. thes are the peple she is gona grow up with.. and i am so excited to hear about it. she is so amazing and i cant wait to see how she turns out. i love her so much.. shes like my sister nad best friend. i love her! i am trying to save up money so i can go see her.. i want to so bad. i need her.. probably more than she needs me. i lvoe her so much! i am gonna cry thinking about it. ..
i cant wait to see cole... doo da ! doo da!
i cant wait to start school... doo da? ( i must be crazy )
hmm. nothing left to write about.
i am all caught up.
besides i am sick :-/
and have been for the last 3 days.
but i will magically be better NO MATTER WHAT for tommarows dance. NO MATTER WHAT!
hmm.. 5 days left of summer... how sad.
it hasnt even been that great.
merm and andrea and laura have been together.. with really no room left for me. so. yeah. i lst my best friends basically. great? i know.
but im trying to forget about it. i dont want to hurt anymore...
anyways.
gonna go take a nap so i am ready to party tommarow !
<<<333 abbby
so so so much has happened.
ugh tons.
detassling has been over.
for a long while now.
bridgey left :( :(
michael liked me && asked me out.. i said no becuase we were too far away and shit and we would never see eachother. which sucked, because i liked him, but i had to be realistic.
then andy and i were talking one day and he told me he liked me. so then he asked me out, like 3 days after michael , and i said yes. why, i dont know. its the same situation as michael.. i didnt see him ONCE. which is why i broke it off yesterday. 4 weeks and i dint see him once. grr. now him and allison arent talking :-/ which sucks. i love that girl. then drew said he loved me, i said he didnt, and he asked me how he could prove it and i said he couldnt and he was like, if i ask you out will you believe me? I was like NOOO! ( hes andys best friend and i dumped andy that day ) i was like, what kind of friend are you?? ugh.
then meghan spent the night on.. hmm .. wends? and she watched ( we ) the sandlot and a walk to remember... good times. i talked to cole from 11:10 pm to 3:42 a.m. // friggen a i love him. thats likee... 3/4 hours right? ugh it was great.
DANCE.
tommarow night. !
seven to when?
community building! ugh. cole is going.. just for me. :-)
last dance of the summer... i am so so so sad!
i want to dance iwth garrett! hah... dont ask why cause i dont know.
i miss my bridgey.. like so much. this summer we were together all the time. and then suddenly she was gone. i wish she would of mmoved here instead. but, i know she will be so awesome where she is. her and brad are gonna be absolutely fantastic. i am sure of it. i havbe no doubt. i cant wait until she meets her really good friends and gets her whole group and goes places and hangs out.. thes are the peple she is gona grow up with.. and i am so excited to hear about it. she is so amazing and i cant wait to see how she turns out. i love her so much.. shes like my sister nad best friend. i love her! i am trying to save up money so i can go see her.. i want to so bad. i need her.. probably more than she needs me. i lvoe her so much! i am gonna cry thinking about it. ..
i cant wait to see cole... doo da ! doo da!
i cant wait to start school... doo da? ( i must be crazy )
hmm. nothing left to write about.
i am all caught up.
besides i am sick :-/
and have been for the last 3 days.
but i will magically be better NO MATTER WHAT for tommarows dance. NO MATTER WHAT!
hmm.. 5 days left of summer... how sad.
it hasnt even been that great.
merm and andrea and laura have been together.. with really no room left for me. so. yeah. i lst my best friends basically. great? i know.
but im trying to forget about it. i dont want to hurt anymore...
anyways.
gonna go take a nap so i am ready to party tommarow !
<<<333 abbby