Stuff...
So we went to the beer festival - which was really really lovely - sunny and warm, plenty of wine, and friends. So that was really nice :)
Brook and I had a heart to heart. He does want to marry me. I was over the moon. Seriously over the moon.
And he was going to propose to me in Belize. But I cocked that up.... :(
So now I'm really really sad about it. Horrendously sad because I feel like a blew my chance you know? I know that's stupid but that's how I feel.
And he said that he wants to make a romantic gesture of it - which is lovely, but I don't mind about romantic gestures. To me romantic can just be as much as being somewhere I love and I'm happy with the man that I love. Simple as. To me, that is romantic. That is beauiful.
I really want to be engaged to him. I love him so much.
And the girl in me really wants to get engaged to him before we go away to uni, because, well, I want to be able to celebrate something that amazing with my friends and family, with the people I love and care about up here. When we're in uni it's almost never I'll be able to come back and see them cos it's muchos moolah... and we'll be skint students. I know that's silly and girlish, but I want to be able to celebrate it with people like obviously my family, but Jojo, Kay, Kitt. Aaron and all that lot..... :(
Brook and I had a heart to heart. He does want to marry me. I was over the moon. Seriously over the moon.
And he was going to propose to me in Belize. But I cocked that up.... :(
So now I'm really really sad about it. Horrendously sad because I feel like a blew my chance you know? I know that's stupid but that's how I feel.
And he said that he wants to make a romantic gesture of it - which is lovely, but I don't mind about romantic gestures. To me romantic can just be as much as being somewhere I love and I'm happy with the man that I love. Simple as. To me, that is romantic. That is beauiful.
I really want to be engaged to him. I love him so much.
And the girl in me really wants to get engaged to him before we go away to uni, because, well, I want to be able to celebrate something that amazing with my friends and family, with the people I love and care about up here. When we're in uni it's almost never I'll be able to come back and see them cos it's muchos moolah... and we'll be skint students. I know that's silly and girlish, but I want to be able to celebrate it with people like obviously my family, but Jojo, Kay, Kitt. Aaron and all that lot..... :(