Sleepless nights
More sleepless nights. Why?
Yesterday was the 12-year anniversary of Jorge's death... I tend to get discombobulated for about two weeks before, like a full moon approaching, but worse. This year was no exception.
For some years after Jorge died, I had no sense of his presence at all, whereas Felix seemed to hang around for quite awhile, if only to make sure I did things the way he wanted. But now that Felix is long gone, Jorge's presence has returned. I am quite aware of him these days, and that surprises me.
Yesterday was the 12-year anniversary of Jorge's death... I tend to get discombobulated for about two weeks before, like a full moon approaching, but worse. This year was no exception.
For some years after Jorge died, I had no sense of his presence at all, whereas Felix seemed to hang around for quite awhile, if only to make sure I did things the way he wanted. But now that Felix is long gone, Jorge's presence has returned. I am quite aware of him these days, and that surprises me.