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tonight was a severe let down, bummer
stat final tomorrow, boo, all i need is a C to get an A- in the class, i think i'm going to do exactly 75% of the test and see what happens, i really don't care at all.
i don't have finals wednesday, so i want fun on tuesday night, that is my wish, please assist me in bringing that to me and yourselves.
been doing a lot of songwriting on guitar and singing lately, i'm starting to gain some more confidence in my voice, and beginning to find where i need to be mentally to write and play well from a non drumming perspective. the more messed up stuff that's on my mind, the better. it's weird, if i'm really miserable, songs come out good, ideas come to mind, and things flow well musically. When i'm content, there's not much there. I guess it isn't weird, it makes perfect sense really. Anyway I think I'm going to start doing some open mic nights with just me my voice and my acoustic guitar and see how both me and the people watching respond to it, it couldn't hurt that much, might be good for me.
i'm looking forward to working at 7-11 again. i really think i'm out of my mind, complaining about the privilege i have in getting a college education, but really just wanting to go back to my dead end job instead. 7-11 has generally been more fulfilling than college. Maybe not this semester, this semester i actually feel like i came out a lot more aware and knowledgable of things, mostly thanks to ethics class, which was cool, but man, 7-11 rules. right now, my perfect life is to have all my friends somewhat close to me, have a pretty good band going on that can tour and somewhat survive on tour, and then work at 7-11 in between touring and playing shows. if i could somehow make enough money to survive doing this, i think it'd be pretty perfect. a girl who's ears and lips were open to me would also be really nice. 1 out of 4 isn't that bad. actually, i'd give myself a 1.5 out of 4, because when i'm at marist the majority of my friends are around me, so i mean, it's getting there at least.
i'm sad that melanie isn't coming home till next wednesday, it is not fair and i am officially protesting. i'm going to picket in front of her house with my cat until she comes home to prove my point, so that in the future she won't leave me hanging out here in town for like 5 freakin days on my lonesome.
goodnight
stat final tomorrow, boo, all i need is a C to get an A- in the class, i think i'm going to do exactly 75% of the test and see what happens, i really don't care at all.
i don't have finals wednesday, so i want fun on tuesday night, that is my wish, please assist me in bringing that to me and yourselves.
been doing a lot of songwriting on guitar and singing lately, i'm starting to gain some more confidence in my voice, and beginning to find where i need to be mentally to write and play well from a non drumming perspective. the more messed up stuff that's on my mind, the better. it's weird, if i'm really miserable, songs come out good, ideas come to mind, and things flow well musically. When i'm content, there's not much there. I guess it isn't weird, it makes perfect sense really. Anyway I think I'm going to start doing some open mic nights with just me my voice and my acoustic guitar and see how both me and the people watching respond to it, it couldn't hurt that much, might be good for me.
i'm looking forward to working at 7-11 again. i really think i'm out of my mind, complaining about the privilege i have in getting a college education, but really just wanting to go back to my dead end job instead. 7-11 has generally been more fulfilling than college. Maybe not this semester, this semester i actually feel like i came out a lot more aware and knowledgable of things, mostly thanks to ethics class, which was cool, but man, 7-11 rules. right now, my perfect life is to have all my friends somewhat close to me, have a pretty good band going on that can tour and somewhat survive on tour, and then work at 7-11 in between touring and playing shows. if i could somehow make enough money to survive doing this, i think it'd be pretty perfect. a girl who's ears and lips were open to me would also be really nice. 1 out of 4 isn't that bad. actually, i'd give myself a 1.5 out of 4, because when i'm at marist the majority of my friends are around me, so i mean, it's getting there at least.
i'm sad that melanie isn't coming home till next wednesday, it is not fair and i am officially protesting. i'm going to picket in front of her house with my cat until she comes home to prove my point, so that in the future she won't leave me hanging out here in town for like 5 freakin days on my lonesome.
goodnight