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[a_z0_9_15]

She just doesn't get it does she?
she needs to stop playing with my emotions like that
I mean hell yeah I like her
but really?
why does she do that?
the master of my mind
the mistress of my desires?

why play me like that?

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[frolicbunny]

so not only do you copy someone else's "about me" or whatever it's called.....you still don't ever specify who or how many people you are talking about. I worry about you, i don't know if you actually realize this, but we do care about you. You are the one that when we ask you questions you say "oh it's nothing". My boyfriend thinks yoru a cool guy, but you get to be annoying when you repeat stuff and don't explain. STOP BEING SO DEPRESSED!!! I'm sick of it. Your myspace bullitens and this are just crazy. Who is it this time?? The only reason all these girls have power over you is that you think you are in love to easily. In order for someone to love you you have to love yourself first. And you hate yourself

[a_z0_9_15]

you are right and every one else is too that says the same exact thing
it's easy for you to say because you can't feel the shit that runs through me every day
it's not like I want to be depressed
I'm screwed up I don't want to be but I am
and I am not going to try to cover it up
I am what I am
I can't live a lie anymore
I'm good at being nothing and I can't get a reason to change until someone notices that I am actually worth thier time
soon I will not be a bother to you mom or dad
because soon I will be out of here
on my own
and hopefully with someone that truely appears to care for me in spite of all of my imperfections
and I can't tell you because it's not important to you
because there is only so much that family can do for me
I don't hate myself
I just can't do anything to change while I am still stuck here without a way to prove that I am good at anything else

[frolicbunny]

course it's important to me, or else why would i bother wasting my time writing comments saying that i care.....

it just makes me mad because you have no reason to be this depressed all the time.....why? is what i want to know....why are you so depressed all the time???

[a_z0_9_15]

because it's easy

[frolicbunny]

sure it's easy to be depressed, but the easy route...isn't always the best one. Just because it's easy doesn't mean it's right....it's easier to be sad because it doesn't take a lot to be sad, but it takes practice and willingness to be happy,