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I just wanted to tell you, I can't fall out of love. And no matter what they say, and as hard as I try, it's this hole I am in. I can't get out. If you think I haven't tried and you think I don't care about you, then that's where you're wrong. I wish right now, at this moment, I could tell you everything, and then I would listen to you. Have I ever told you that I love listening to you? You understand. Just don't tell me your dreams and don't tell me how you want to leave and fly away. Then I will just fall deeper. I know you would love that as much as I would hate it. Because you know, I never get caught up in things like this, things like you. And when I say things like that I am lying, but I could never let you know that. Because you might hold me and tell me it's alright. Your compassion is intruiging, but maybe I can pull away.