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I am writing in here because I am so frustrated. I hate
feeling like I have wasted my time. I listened and listened and I
felt sorry and offered to help. I am so incredibly happy and I
have the best friends in the whole world and Jessica Stick just moved
back!!! and she's gonna come visit us really soon. My awesome
band (and my best friends) are having a show on the 22nd which
hopefully Ryan will be able to come see. Bad things have happened in my
life but I get over them and I would NEVER ruin someone's chance to
experience something WONDERFUL by dragging them down wiith my
problems. My problems that I got myself into.
I am so ridiculous and naive. Why do I have so much faith in the ones who have let me down the most? HOW CAN I BE THE ONLY ONE WHO SEES THROUGH PEOPLE?!?! AM I THE ONLY ONE??? Doesn't anyone get tired of all their false friends with fake ideas in their heads? YOU DON'T HAVE TO THINK LIKE ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS. And you can form your own opinions. Please form your own opinions.
The most satisfying experience is to have someone spit out a line you told THEM or a theory you shared with THEM in a past conversation, not even realizing who they got it from. I love sharing what I believe and how I think and live with poeple. But I feel like I'm not SHARING sometimes I feel like I'm giving. I don't want to be friends with MYSELF. Or anyone like me. Please just be YOURself. Well atleast the guys and all your COOL friends will think you're REAL COOL. and original too.
I went to church with Amanda and the people there are so genuinely nice. They seem to know what they want out of life, they are truly great people. I hope I can go there more with her.
Me mal Amanda and Laura are going to try to go to Baton Rouge for a concert and visit Mike and Ryan and Jess before college.
I am so ridiculous and naive. Why do I have so much faith in the ones who have let me down the most? HOW CAN I BE THE ONLY ONE WHO SEES THROUGH PEOPLE?!?! AM I THE ONLY ONE??? Doesn't anyone get tired of all their false friends with fake ideas in their heads? YOU DON'T HAVE TO THINK LIKE ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS. And you can form your own opinions. Please form your own opinions.
The most satisfying experience is to have someone spit out a line you told THEM or a theory you shared with THEM in a past conversation, not even realizing who they got it from. I love sharing what I believe and how I think and live with poeple. But I feel like I'm not SHARING sometimes I feel like I'm giving. I don't want to be friends with MYSELF. Or anyone like me. Please just be YOURself. Well atleast the guys and all your COOL friends will think you're REAL COOL. and original too.
I went to church with Amanda and the people there are so genuinely nice. They seem to know what they want out of life, they are truly great people. I hope I can go there more with her.
Me mal Amanda and Laura are going to try to go to Baton Rouge for a concert and visit Mike and Ryan and Jess before college.