Jul 26, 2005 22:26
I had a soccer game at 8:30 and we WON 3-1 :-). I was extremely surprised because the team we played against was tough!
Then after my game ended around 10:30ish, Will + I went to Richie's house + hung out there for a while! Dustin was there :-\. It was kind-of odd. Dustin + I haven't talked in a while, but we talked today. It was ok. He told me that he missed me, Which made me think. He was the one that broke up with me!
After I left Richie's house, I went home and Kelsey ended up coming over around 4. Her + I talked for a while Then she left at 8.
Jordan called me at about 8:30ish and asked me to come over and watch a movie. So I went shortly after he called. We didn't really watch the movie. What happened, I really didn't expect. Jordan sat me down on his bed and asked me if we ever would have a future together. I said I don't know because we've been best friends for 5 years. I didn't want our relationship to change. He said he understood but looked a little sad. He sat on his bed besides me and staired me in the eyes. Before I knew it, he was KISSING me. I didn't expect that at all! But I just let him because he seemed so dissapointed that I told him we would never work. When we started to make-out I told him it would never work again and pushed him away. Then I told him I had to leave.
I left his house at 10 and now I am home!
I have mixed emotions about guys. Why does Dustin miss me if he broke up with me? Why does Jordan like me so much if we would never work?
*Kayla-Roo*