Oct 15, 2012 10:59
Lol attachment theory does a lot to explain so much of my ~issues~.
I shall take out my rage at my dad (OKAY I DON'T FEEL IT BUT I WANT TO FEEL IT AND I KNOW IT'S THERE DEEP DOWN MAYBE IF IT SAY IT ENOUGH I'LL BE ABLE TO ACCESS IT) on fictional characters.
I also am concerned that I've become incapable of writing anything longer than 1000 words without sex in it. I'm very distressed, however, that everything I write ends up growing and growing AND I JUST WANT TO WRITE 800 WORDS OF FLUFF/SMUT/ANGST.
fandom,
real life