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Apr 23, 2010 22:23

Flist! I am bored and feeling icky cos I'm sick and emotionally drained because that's what abuse does to you and angry because that's what Arizona's new law would do to any decent person ( Read more... )

aus in my head you'll never see, meme

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ellenel13 April 24 2010, 03:52:43 UTC
I've been having a pretty shitty day too and Arizona's stupid is not making me feel better.

Fuck me I have no fadoms.

Wait wait. Static Shock

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a_white_rain April 24 2010, 03:58:39 UTC
Shitty day on top of shitty laws. Shit shit shit.

Not long after Virgil gets his powers, his dad is killed in a gang fight. Sharon gets custody. Virgil searches for the guy who shot his dad for revenge and ultimately finds he can't kill him. Then he puts himself into the super hero business and pushes everything else aside in hopes that saving people will help ease the guilt he feels about his dad. At some point, Sharon and Richie are able to snap him out of it. For months, Virgil stops being static and is able to reconnect with life again.

On the anniversary of his dad's death, he visits his grave, and wonders if his dad would think he's making the right choice. He can't say for sure. But then he touches his mom's gravestone and realizes that it's in his blood to help people and then goes out and tries to balance his school life, social life and super hero life and also doing things for the right reasons - ones that aren't motivated by guilt, anger and a desire for revenge.

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ellenel13 April 24 2010, 04:02:37 UTC
That sounds like an awesome story. I loved Static Shock so much when i was growing up, especially because I sort of could relate to the town he was living in.

I've been feeling the strain of the end of the semester. Two more weeks of Organic Chemistry I can do it I can do it even though I feel depression creeping back into my life.

Um, Hetalia high school AU?

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a_white_rain April 24 2010, 04:09:02 UTC
:( Is depression a seasonal thing for you?

HAHAHA I HAVE BUILT UP A HIGH SCHOOL AU VERSE IN MY HEAD. HERE IS ONE BIT: Lithuania is a teacher - I think of lit don't remember, but I have it written down - and Russia, one of his students, takes a quick liking to him. And is a creepy stalker at him. Poland is a bit obvious, which is good because Lithuania doesn't want his boyfriend to get involved in this matter - until he walks in on Russia attacking Lithuania with his lips. And ah Leit isn't quite pushing him away as hard as he should.

IT IS BASICALLY A SOAP OPERA.

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ellenel13 April 24 2010, 04:21:23 UTC
I don't even know what depression is like for me. I remember it being very bad for me when I was 13-14, to the point where brushing my teeth and my hair felt like it was impossible. I think I spent an entire summer in my Mom's bed getting up only to fix my brother stuff to eat and wash the dishes. My mother either didn't notice that something was wrong with me because I kept doing all my shores and doing well in school or she didn't know what to do ( ... )

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brecho April 24 2010, 04:22:38 UTC
Can you maybe go to the counseling office at your uni/college? *is worried*

LOOOOOOOOOL

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ellenel13 April 24 2010, 04:28:41 UTC
I'm probably just freaking out because I got a big test coming up. Plus, I really got no symptoms beyond "I'm feeling a little paranoid about my life for no rational reason I can discern and thus a little sad."

But thank you for worrying for me.

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brecho April 24 2010, 04:30:12 UTC
Just keep an eye on it, okay?

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ellenel13 April 24 2010, 04:34:10 UTC
If I'm still angsting after finals, I'll go see the school shrink.

WR I DID NOT MEAN TO HIGH JACK YOUR POST WITH MY DEPRESSING BS

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brecho April 24 2010, 04:34:51 UTC
Okay cool.

IT'S OKAY. REALLY. I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY! AND KEEP KICKING BUTT IN SCHOOL.

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