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Jan 18, 2005 17:43

So it's just about second semester of senior year and I was thinking, it seems just about time for some reflection...

This is crazy. I could've sworn that just yesterday I was a little freshman venturing into the halls of Central High School after going to 11 years of catholic school..I guess I'm wrong though because this is it. We have one semester left Seniors, 4 and a half months. Things change so fast and then I guess in the next minute you kinda realize that everythings just so different than it used to be. It really sucks. There have just been so many good people in my life over the years and I find myself thinking of how I miss them..its hard to move on with life and then realize all the changes in your life that have came and gone. I just get so overwhelmed when I think of going away to college. I have lived in manchester all my life, everything here is so comfortable and comforting to me, I've made the best of friends here and its hard to actually feel good about moving on and leaving. It's like this..you just have to think of it as putting a few things on hold, rather than leaving them behind. There are so many people here that just make my life so great everyday and its hard to think that when I go to school, I'm going to have completely different friends, that will grow to be some of the best that I'll have.Everything in life happens for a reason and if it doesn't kill you, it only makes you stronger. It'll be like living two different lives, one at school and one at home. So back to Senior year, so much has happened and at times I regret losing touch with some of the people I used to surround myself with so often.

At times I think that time heals everything, atleast I hope that it will. Do you ever remember times you had with people, those real crazy ones that you know you could never have with anyone else, no matter how hard you tried..then one day there gone and you can only hope to get those back.
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