I pushed a stray strand of hair away from her face. Hadn't been able to sleep much, everytime I closed my eyes I saw her body, devoid of life. Could bloody stand it
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I growled in need when she tightened her body around me. Her back was against the cool wall, my hand braced around her back and the other against the wall behind me.
I pressed into her and pulled out as much as I could with her legs around me, pushed back in again. Over and over.
My world was her, it had been her for months now, and even though we were back in reality and there would be other things, she was it. It was only her.
I shook with the intensity of it all, her all around me. First time I'd ever really been with someone I loved. There was Buffy, but that was different, it was an obbsession laced with love.
With Tara there was nothing outside us, we'd spent time together in ways i'd never been with anyone. Just enjoying her company, being with her, seeing her for who she was.
I kissed her, breathing heavily despite the lack of need for those breaths.
"Pet ..."
Never felt quite like this, bloody complete or whole or something like it, didn't rally have the words. Was always my problem, never did know what was the thing to say or feel, just did what I thought I should, what they told me.
I gripped onto thim and tightened my legs around his waist. "Spike." His name came gasping from my lips repeatedly as I arched up to his thrusting. Licking my lips I bent down and started at his neck, working my way slowly up his jaw line to his lips.
"Ohhh god...Spike..." I cried out and I dug my heals into his flesh, pulling him even closer and deeper into me. Every movement was like blissful torture and it made me crave more. "Spike...bed..." I clung onto him and shivered when the hot water ran out and doused us with ice cold water. My flesh broke out in gosebumps and my nipples became hard and tight against his flesh. I shivered slightly from the cold. "Please..."
The water change sent shivers through her, I could feel it but it didn't bother me. Then again I was a bloody vampire and she wasn't, I'm sure it'd be peachy fucking keen if she got pnemonia cause I was a wanker. I did everything I could to keep from shaking harder.
I still movements and pulled her against me, even in the cold water her touch warmed me to the core. Like she was lending it to me or something equally as melodramatic.
I held her to me and turned off the shower.
Kissing her neck I grabbed a towel to warm her slightly for the short walk into the bedroom. Last thing I wanted was her to get sick. Nothing bad was going to happen as long as I could help it. Her body against mine was making it hard to walk into the bloody bedroom.
She moved slightly in my arms and I growled at the sweet torture she was inflicting on me. If I hadn't known better I'd of thought she'd done it on purpose. There was a hidden vixen in her, and I knew it.
Finally I'd made it to the bed, my body still shaking. I dropped the towel and as carefully as possible manuvered us to the middle of the bed. I laid her down, kissing the felsh of her neck and shoulders, letting my hands roam to her hard nipples, pinching them hard enough to make her gasp.
I moved my hips slowly, aching for a faster pace but unable to move any faster. I pushed inside her slowly, painstakingly slow but oh so sweet. I pulled out, practically dragging my cock through her heat and back again. My body still shook at the experience, being inside her, it was bloody amazing.
"I love you." I whispered shakily. Hating the sound of my voice, a pathetic whimper of a sound. Didn't like feeling ... vulnerable, yeah that was what it was. Bleeding vulnerability, didn't like it but wouldn't change it for anything, wouldn't change the way I felt for the bloody world.
I moaned softly when he wrapped the towel around me after turning the water off, I was thankful for that but I wouldn't have cared if he just ignored me and kept me right on that edge of bliss. Every moment, every movement set something off inside me and made me whimper and crave more from him.
Holding onto him tightly I shifted just slightly, hearing him growl from my movement. I was tempted to say I was sorry but before I knew it the towel was gone from my body and he laid me down onto the bed.
"Spike..." I gasped when his fingers pinched my nipples, making my body arch up to him and crave him just a little bit more. I tightened my legs around him and pulled him deeper into me, keeping him there because his pace was so blissfully slow I thought he'd never be inside me again.
"I love you."
I ran my fingers though his hair. "I love you." My voice was soft and raw, it gave away everything I was feeling for him. "Please." I begged into his ear softly. "Don't s-stop...I need you..." That was the pure and honest truth. That scared me.
I still had a bit of doubt buried deep inside of me that this was all just fleeting and the second the outside world came to call that all this would be shattered like a child's snow globe. He would see Buffy and I would see Willow and all this would be forgotten.
I didn't want that. I wanted him, totally and completely. I needed him and craved him and now that we had that second or third chance I wanted to actually have it with him. I wanted me and him to be more then just The Powers new team, I wanted us to be a we.
I growled again, it was something instinctual, my demon was aching to play, but I kept him in check. There was something inside me itching to assure her that I meant it all. I meant every movement, every bloody word.
She wasn't making it very easy for me to keep my pace slow like I'd prefered. I wanted every second of this to be ... more, even though it was hardly possible to get better.
I met her eyes, trying to move as slow as she'd allow me to; I was under her bloody spell and didn't give a rats ass about being free of it. My body continued to shake lightly, I couldn't control the damn thing. Never felt a thing like this before, it was so much ... more.
I picked her up so that we were sitting and I was covered to the hilt, I throbbed inside her, lifting her hips up and letting her slide back down on me.
That bloody song I'd sang. If my heart could beat, never really knew it was true till this moment. Didn't give a damn about all the moments before this with anyone else.
My eyes locked on his and I melted further into him, letting him set the pace of our love making. I knew to trust him and I knew that he'd be the one to show me, teach and guide me just like I will him.
"Spike." I whimpered against his neck when he moved us so I was basically on his lap. My breathing was hard and shallow as I let my body get used to the feel of him inside me like this. He was so deep and every time he moved he'd hit that spot that nearly sent my head spinning.
I buried my face in his neck as I started to rock my hips against his, matching the rhythm of his movements. I tightened my legs around him, keeping him buried inside of me as deep as he could go and I pulled back from his neck and looked down at him, my hands trailing over his face and neck. My breathing was hard and I felt his hands trail over my back, pressing my chest against his.
I thrust upward as she rocked her hips against mine. Soon I started to roll her hips against mine, moving around her, inside, feeling beyond rock hard.
I moved my hand between us, rubbing the length of her around our joint bodies.
"You are ... so fucking beautiful."
I lifted my other hand to her hair letting my hand run through her silky tresses. She was amazing around me.
I quickened our pace and rubbed her clit harder waiting, wanting more than anything to feel her muscles tighten around me. I wanted her to cum first, I needed to know she was filled by me.
I whimpered against his neck, too enthralled in the feel of him to blush or do anything otherwise. I moaned softly when I felt his fingers in my hair.
Bucking my hips up to him I shuddered and tightened around him, I felt him twitch inside of me and my eyes locked with his. Almost on instinct I could tell he was close. "Spike..." I kept rocking my hips against his, I brought my hands up to his face, making him look up at me. "Please...co...ohhh...with me..." I finally managed to get out, holding out for him.
Her words were all I needed to fall into the oblivion that was her.
I pinched her clit hard and felt her come hard. I growled as her walls bore down on me, I could bloody well see stars. Wasn't a time before this that - that had bloody happened.
Wasn't surprised though, nothing was like this. My body was still shaking from everything inside and out and the weight of it.
I continued to move inside her slowing the pace before I stilled all movement and held myself above her, so as not to crush her with my weight.
I leaned down and took her lips with mine, stroking her tounge with mine, I pulled back and pushed wet hair away from her face.
"Never felt anything like that before love," my head fell into her neck.
My body shook as I came hard, feeling him come with me and sending me further into bliss; my name on his lips as I cried out for him again and again. My body screamed for him and I shook and shuddered under him till he finally stopped moving and hitting every nerve inside me.
I moaned slightly, feeling amazing and quite sedated. "Neither have I..." A part of me wondered if he knew that I've never been with a man before this. I never wanted to be with any other man ever.
My hands went to his hair and I pulled his head back slightly so he could look at me. "I love you William." I murmured softly before kissing him gently on the lips.
I felt a shiver run through me and I pulled him tighter to me. I knew we should get under the covers but I didn't want to move, not now and not ever.
She didn't seem to want to move and I was happy with that, but I was bloody tired, at least my arms were.
I moved and rolled her over so she rested atop me.
Her body was getting cold, sodding shower. It took some manuvering with my feet but i managed to pull a blanket with in reach of my hands and I pulled it up over us and wrapped my arms around her frame. Her head rested on my chest and I closed my eyes, just taking in the moment.
I'd never been much for patience, or hell the snuggling thing. Dru had always thought it was a bit, mundane and we're not even going to go into how Buffy treated me after sex.
This felt right though, it felt like I was bloody home. In her arms, nevermind that my now soft cock was still deep inside her and that was more than home that was bloody heaven. My thumb traced circles on her back and my other hand moved up into her hair and ran through it.
He covered us with the blanket and I was as content as I could be and if I had it anyway like mine I'd never leave this spot or this moment, ever.
I moaned softly when his hands were in my hair and trailing patterns on my back. "Ok..." I murmured against his neck, shifting my hips slightly, feeling him move still.
"Ok, forever it is." I grinned lazily and tightened my arms around him, needing and wanting him closer. "Never want to be away." I murmured feeling sleepy just slightly, but it was a satisfied tired.
I pressed into her and pulled out as much as I could with her legs around me, pushed back in again. Over and over.
My world was her, it had been her for months now, and even though we were back in reality and there would be other things, she was it. It was only her.
I shook with the intensity of it all, her all around me. First time I'd ever really been with someone I loved. There was Buffy, but that was different, it was an obbsession laced with love.
With Tara there was nothing outside us, we'd spent time together in ways i'd never been with anyone. Just enjoying her company, being with her, seeing her for who she was.
I kissed her, breathing heavily despite the lack of need for those breaths.
"Pet ..."
Never felt quite like this, bloody complete or whole or something like it, didn't rally have the words. Was always my problem, never did know what was the thing to say or feel, just did what I thought I should, what they told me.
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"Ohhh god...Spike..." I cried out and I dug my heals into his flesh, pulling him even closer and deeper into me. Every movement was like blissful torture and it made me crave more. "Spike...bed..." I clung onto him and shivered when the hot water ran out and doused us with ice cold water. My flesh broke out in gosebumps and my nipples became hard and tight against his flesh. I shivered slightly from the cold. "Please..."
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I still movements and pulled her against me, even in the cold water her touch warmed me to the core. Like she was lending it to me or something equally as melodramatic.
I held her to me and turned off the shower.
Kissing her neck I grabbed a towel to warm her slightly for the short walk into the bedroom. Last thing I wanted was her to get sick. Nothing bad was going to happen as long as I could help it. Her body against mine was making it hard to walk into the bloody bedroom.
She moved slightly in my arms and I growled at the sweet torture she was inflicting on me. If I hadn't known better I'd of thought she'd done it on purpose. There was a hidden vixen in her, and I knew it.
Finally I'd made it to the bed, my body still shaking. I dropped the towel and as carefully as possible manuvered us to the middle of the bed. I laid her down, kissing the felsh of her neck and shoulders, letting my hands roam to her hard nipples, pinching them hard enough to make her gasp.
I moved my hips slowly, aching for a faster pace but unable to move any faster. I pushed inside her slowly, painstakingly slow but oh so sweet. I pulled out, practically dragging my cock through her heat and back again. My body still shook at the experience, being inside her, it was bloody amazing.
"I love you." I whispered shakily. Hating the sound of my voice, a pathetic whimper of a sound. Didn't like feeling ... vulnerable, yeah that was what it was. Bleeding vulnerability, didn't like it but wouldn't change it for anything, wouldn't change the way I felt for the bloody world.
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Holding onto him tightly I shifted just slightly, hearing him growl from my movement. I was tempted to say I was sorry but before I knew it the towel was gone from my body and he laid me down onto the bed.
"Spike..." I gasped when his fingers pinched my nipples, making my body arch up to him and crave him just a little bit more. I tightened my legs around him and pulled him deeper into me, keeping him there because his pace was so blissfully slow I thought he'd never be inside me again.
"I love you."
I ran my fingers though his hair. "I love you." My voice was soft and raw, it gave away everything I was feeling for him. "Please." I begged into his ear softly. "Don't s-stop...I need you..." That was the pure and honest truth. That scared me.
I still had a bit of doubt buried deep inside of me that this was all just fleeting and the second the outside world came to call that all this would be shattered like a child's snow globe. He would see Buffy and I would see Willow and all this would be forgotten.
I didn't want that. I wanted him, totally and completely. I needed him and craved him and now that we had that second or third chance I wanted to actually have it with him. I wanted me and him to be more then just The Powers new team, I wanted us to be a we.
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She wasn't making it very easy for me to keep my pace slow like I'd prefered. I wanted every second of this to be ... more, even though it was hardly possible to get better.
I met her eyes, trying to move as slow as she'd allow me to; I was under her bloody spell and didn't give a rats ass about being free of it. My body continued to shake lightly, I couldn't control the damn thing. Never felt a thing like this before, it was so much ... more.
I picked her up so that we were sitting and I was covered to the hilt, I throbbed inside her, lifting her hips up and letting her slide back down on me.
That bloody song I'd sang. If my heart could beat, never really knew it was true till this moment. Didn't give a damn about all the moments before this with anyone else.
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"Spike." I whimpered against his neck when he moved us so I was basically on his lap. My breathing was hard and shallow as I let my body get used to the feel of him inside me like this. He was so deep and every time he moved he'd hit that spot that nearly sent my head spinning.
I buried my face in his neck as I started to rock my hips against his, matching the rhythm of his movements. I tightened my legs around him, keeping him buried inside of me as deep as he could go and I pulled back from his neck and looked down at him, my hands trailing over his face and neck. My breathing was hard and I felt his hands trail over my back, pressing my chest against his.
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I moved my hand between us, rubbing the length of her around our joint bodies.
"You are ... so fucking beautiful."
I lifted my other hand to her hair letting my hand run through her silky tresses. She was amazing around me.
I quickened our pace and rubbed her clit harder waiting, wanting more than anything to feel her muscles tighten around me. I wanted her to cum first, I needed to know she was filled by me.
But I was so bloody close.
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I whimpered against his neck, too enthralled in the feel of him to blush or do anything otherwise. I moaned softly when I felt his fingers in my hair.
Bucking my hips up to him I shuddered and tightened around him, I felt him twitch inside of me and my eyes locked with his. Almost on instinct I could tell he was close. "Spike..." I kept rocking my hips against his, I brought my hands up to his face, making him look up at me. "Please...co...ohhh...with me..." I finally managed to get out, holding out for him.
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I pinched her clit hard and felt her come hard. I growled as her walls bore down on me, I could bloody well see stars. Wasn't a time before this that - that had bloody happened.
Wasn't surprised though, nothing was like this. My body was still shaking from everything inside and out and the weight of it.
I continued to move inside her slowing the pace before I stilled all movement and held myself above her, so as not to crush her with my weight.
I leaned down and took her lips with mine, stroking her tounge with mine, I pulled back and pushed wet hair away from her face.
"Never felt anything like that before love," my head fell into her neck.
"I love you Tara."
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I moaned slightly, feeling amazing and quite sedated. "Neither have I..." A part of me wondered if he knew that I've never been with a man before this. I never wanted to be with any other man ever.
My hands went to his hair and I pulled his head back slightly so he could look at me. "I love you William." I murmured softly before kissing him gently on the lips.
I felt a shiver run through me and I pulled him tighter to me. I knew we should get under the covers but I didn't want to move, not now and not ever.
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I moved and rolled her over so she rested atop me.
Her body was getting cold, sodding shower. It took some manuvering with my feet but i managed to pull a blanket with in reach of my hands and I pulled it up over us and wrapped my arms around her frame. Her head rested on my chest and I closed my eyes, just taking in the moment.
I'd never been much for patience, or hell the snuggling thing. Dru had always thought it was a bit, mundane and we're not even going to go into how Buffy treated me after sex.
This felt right though, it felt like I was bloody home. In her arms, nevermind that my now soft cock was still deep inside her and that was more than home that was bloody heaven. My thumb traced circles on her back and my other hand moved up into her hair and ran through it.
"Sod the calling, let's stay like this forever."
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I moaned softly when his hands were in my hair and trailing patterns on my back. "Ok..." I murmured against his neck, shifting my hips slightly, feeling him move still.
"Ok, forever it is." I grinned lazily and tightened my arms around him, needing and wanting him closer. "Never want to be away." I murmured feeling sleepy just slightly, but it was a satisfied tired.
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