no one wants to die alone
well i made it back from mardi gras. i should feel so happy and carefree, but all i feel is sadness. i think my emotional problems have ruined my life, and did irreparable damage to the girl i love. i will do whatever it takes to fix myself and hopefully my relationship with her. i feel so broken down. i had a nervous breakdown in the hotel room.i called her and begged her to take me back. that did not go the way i hoped it would..