I don't mind you under my skin

[a_vivid_romance]

wow so... how's about an update? It's hard to update on a life that doesn't feel like it ever changes ya know? I'm a workaholic, probably always will be. I have been since i moved to vegas (may '04). Things have been really iffy with my best friend and i probably for the last year. well that's something we're working on which i'm super thankful for. I never ever though that things could've gotten as bad as it was between amanda and i. but thankfully like i said, we're working on it. I'm moving to California in June which i'm super excited/anxious/scared about. i've met amazing people here and the kids i take care of on a daily basis hold sooo much of my heart. it's not going to be easy but in the long run, i won't be so miserable and alone anymore. nobody wants to live life miserably alone right? right. it's like 18 days until christmas. i have mixed feelings about xmas this year for some reason. i have to work xmas day which isn't a problem. i get to spend xmas eve with my family which i'm super excited about. I haven't seen chuck and grace much at all since their car accident/worst day of my life on july 24th. that's a different story i don't want to think about. my mom, danielle and sean moved to pahrump last month and i haven't seen them since. i'm super glad that i'm used to not seeing them daily but still... i miss them. ya know? my friend greg is supposed to be home (he's in the air force) around christmas time. i'm so excited! i miss him a lot and i haven't seen him since april. which was a super bummer because we were just becoming really good friends and hanging out a lot and then bam, his time was up. oh well. another one of my good friends will be here in january so the next couple months are looking positive. I really really wanna see happy feet still. gah!

work lately has been soooo effing insane. how ive managed to keep my exposure is unreal.

TAKING BACK SUNDAY MARCH 10TH! omg so excited. i'm not going to work tomorrow, and i'm gonna buy my ticket. thank god for direct deposit. ok so that was my update and now i must get ready for work.

p.s. my ear is killing me. nooo idea why.