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I have gotten over the Valentines Day ordeal, I have decided it is not that important because Matt is great and I was being dumb. It is just a holiday and what is important is that we express ourselves all the rest of the time that it does not matter that we celebrate. I feel corny for saying that, but I mean that.
In other news, Dorothy works at the airport with Matt. I won't lie, I am pretty insecure about that because I know what Dorothy is like... and let us not forget how she slept with Ted and fooled around with one of my friend's boyfriends. She lies and she makes me want to punch something when I think of her being in my life again. Hailey and Sarah cheered me up about it yesterday though by making me laugh about it, and I talked to Matt about it and I think he knows how badly I feel about the whole thing that he does not give two shits about her. What I really need to work on is not being so insecure about what happened in the past and look at the present and see that I have a great boyfriend and that I won't fuck it up if I just forget about my problems in the past. It's a little difficult though.
In other news, Dorothy works at the airport with Matt. I won't lie, I am pretty insecure about that because I know what Dorothy is like... and let us not forget how she slept with Ted and fooled around with one of my friend's boyfriends. She lies and she makes me want to punch something when I think of her being in my life again. Hailey and Sarah cheered me up about it yesterday though by making me laugh about it, and I talked to Matt about it and I think he knows how badly I feel about the whole thing that he does not give two shits about her. What I really need to work on is not being so insecure about what happened in the past and look at the present and see that I have a great boyfriend and that I won't fuck it up if I just forget about my problems in the past. It's a little difficult though.