Not much has changed.
Yep. I'm still distant and I'm still uninterested in changing that. It's my burden to bear, so deal with it.
Some people need to ease up off me lately. Dependency has never been something I get thrilled about, anyway. It's frightening to have others who need my constant attention and reassurance. If you need it, then I'm not the person for you. It's exhausting to maintain everyone else's well-being. Hell, I can't even carry my own. It doesn't make any sense. Where is my time?
I care. I love. I listen. But, please, don't make me your daily catharsis. If you can't function normally without having to spill your guts to me, then it's a serious problem. That type of responsibility is terrifying. I'm emotionally unreliable and I'm not ashamed to admit it. I'm too young to be responsible for another human being. Period. Happiness can only be found by the seeker, himself. The dude holding the sign is just a dude holding the sign. Let me be the dude. (What?)
All I do is try to keep my head up, but then I always get bombarded with the 'Why are you acting so cold?' bullshit. Cold? No. I'm trying to keep strong, like you said. Just keep trudging through the sludge. Growin' up. You should be proud of me.
There's only so much empathy out there. And, sadly, I cannot supply all of it.
Is a break too much to ask for? Apparently so.
Ha. It's too bad that the people who these posts usually apply to don't read this thing anyway. Perfect.
Some people need to ease up off me lately. Dependency has never been something I get thrilled about, anyway. It's frightening to have others who need my constant attention and reassurance. If you need it, then I'm not the person for you. It's exhausting to maintain everyone else's well-being. Hell, I can't even carry my own. It doesn't make any sense. Where is my time?
I care. I love. I listen. But, please, don't make me your daily catharsis. If you can't function normally without having to spill your guts to me, then it's a serious problem. That type of responsibility is terrifying. I'm emotionally unreliable and I'm not ashamed to admit it. I'm too young to be responsible for another human being. Period. Happiness can only be found by the seeker, himself. The dude holding the sign is just a dude holding the sign. Let me be the dude. (What?)
All I do is try to keep my head up, but then I always get bombarded with the 'Why are you acting so cold?' bullshit. Cold? No. I'm trying to keep strong, like you said. Just keep trudging through the sludge. Growin' up. You should be proud of me.
There's only so much empathy out there. And, sadly, I cannot supply all of it.
Is a break too much to ask for? Apparently so.
Ha. It's too bad that the people who these posts usually apply to don't read this thing anyway. Perfect.