Mar 07, 2006 17:36
ah so much has been going on lately in life. i've been seeing people for who they really are, and the most obvious thing to me is that i don't know how long i'm going to be alive for, sure has been proven to me within this past year, so i'm over caring about people who don' care about me, and i'm over worrying. i'm just going to work on the things that make me happy, and try to make a life that is meaningful, because if i died right now, i sure wouldn't be satisfied.
i started theater today and i can't believe that this is actually "school". i am having the most amazing time, we made ourselves fat and skinny ladies today, oh and next week we get to be washed up prostitutes. for my midterm i get to be a chola, and for my final we're doing an alice in wonderland theme, and im the cheshire cat. i get to go to school and play dress up for 7 hrs a day, this is my life, and i fucking love ♥ it.