being emo sucks
gahhh so this weekend really sucked .... in many ways but theres one really big reason why... damn myself for being attached so easily i mean 2 effing weeks and im totally infatuated.... blehhh but ooh well yeah so i got really mad about the fact that he didnt tell me he knew but in actuality it could have been easily turned around that yeah i didnt tell him and so alas i just outright told him the following day and yeha tina starts crying for no real apparent reason b/c neither of us said anything . i just broke down iono like i got this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach that i did some huge horrible thing just by telling him my feelings *shrug* iono im really at fault for being so easily persuaded to like someone i mena that same thing happened with both daniel's maybe its just the way i fall so easily for someone who shows intrest in me iono im kinda blind to reading peoples intentions in me i think everyone just wants to be friends and thats all i am the ... friend... *sigh* iono i just hate this feeling i want to be needed not just as a friend but more than that and so yeahhh i doubt i'll be seeing that anytime soon. so ill take a few thoughts and possibly grow from them. mmmmmm *sigh* i need a damn emo corner painted black with a grey heart that is broken so i can cry in b/c a boy just broke my fragile heart once again.