The paths that lead us back.
//locked to everyone//
So I’m back I guess you could say. Been back for awhile now and none of my old friends know. Well, only really had two friends but it seems like they now have a much larger group around them. Funny the way things can change over such a sort period of time. So maybe a few years wasn’t really a short period of time but compared to eternity it is.
I’m still not sure what to believe. Angel, working at Wolfram and Hart? From time to time I’d drop down and see what was going on with everyone. And then the one day I saw it, him with Wolfram and Hart. I have to believe that was why the PTB sent me back. They mentioned something about unfinished business and going back to the beginning. I know they said more before they sent me back but it seems like they decided to play one of their lovely games; made me forget most of it so I have to figure it out on my own. All I know is when this all started my purpose was to help their champion get on the right path towards redemption. Only makes sense that’s what I’m here to do again.
So I’ve been keeping a close eye on the fella. Guess you could say I get a bit worried here and there that maybe something else happened to him. Something I’d much rather not think of. But in all and all he seems fine to me. As fine as you can be counting the fact that he is now working for the other side. Wonder what else might be going on that I don’t know about.
Soon I’ll break the news to him. Let him know that I’m back. Part of me is a bit scared of it, not that I’m scared of him mind you. Just well, people change as time goes by. I don’t even know how’d he react to it. I somewhat feel like I wouldn’t fit in with him now or more of not with whoever is in his little team of fighting the good fight.
Sometimes I wonder how things would’ve been different if I didn’t make that jump. If I would’ve just chosen the easy path like I told Angel I would’ve done when we had the talk about his choose that dealt with Buffy when he turned human for a day. But as he told me “You never know your strength till you’re tested.” And he was right. I realized within that last moment that I had to do what I did, otherwise who would be there to save the world time and time again. I was just one small piece in the puzzle, not as important as him. I had my one time of glory and that was all I was meant for. I wasn’t no hero like him, not one to time and time again save the helpless. I was just there to point the way to the helpless which were his to save.
So I’m back I guess you could say. Been back for awhile now and none of my old friends know. Well, only really had two friends but it seems like they now have a much larger group around them. Funny the way things can change over such a sort period of time. So maybe a few years wasn’t really a short period of time but compared to eternity it is.
I’m still not sure what to believe. Angel, working at Wolfram and Hart? From time to time I’d drop down and see what was going on with everyone. And then the one day I saw it, him with Wolfram and Hart. I have to believe that was why the PTB sent me back. They mentioned something about unfinished business and going back to the beginning. I know they said more before they sent me back but it seems like they decided to play one of their lovely games; made me forget most of it so I have to figure it out on my own. All I know is when this all started my purpose was to help their champion get on the right path towards redemption. Only makes sense that’s what I’m here to do again.
So I’ve been keeping a close eye on the fella. Guess you could say I get a bit worried here and there that maybe something else happened to him. Something I’d much rather not think of. But in all and all he seems fine to me. As fine as you can be counting the fact that he is now working for the other side. Wonder what else might be going on that I don’t know about.
Soon I’ll break the news to him. Let him know that I’m back. Part of me is a bit scared of it, not that I’m scared of him mind you. Just well, people change as time goes by. I don’t even know how’d he react to it. I somewhat feel like I wouldn’t fit in with him now or more of not with whoever is in his little team of fighting the good fight.
Sometimes I wonder how things would’ve been different if I didn’t make that jump. If I would’ve just chosen the easy path like I told Angel I would’ve done when we had the talk about his choose that dealt with Buffy when he turned human for a day. But as he told me “You never know your strength till you’re tested.” And he was right. I realized within that last moment that I had to do what I did, otherwise who would be there to save the world time and time again. I was just one small piece in the puzzle, not as important as him. I had my one time of glory and that was all I was meant for. I wasn’t no hero like him, not one to time and time again save the helpless. I was just there to point the way to the helpless which were his to save.